Everybody keeps telling me

"It's for the better" or "it's for the best" are well known comforting lies. Making you think its a good idea when its not really.

Due to this in mind I again did another little doodle/drawing

To explain the corners, the paper has round edges but I cant edit that from the scanned picture.

I have this on-going project for my sister, she doesn't even know about it. I remember one day her saying that if I was to (heaven forbid) pass away, she would miss me too much. I said that she should be happy, she just gained everything in my wardrobe! Which she practically has anyway, with no permission. But she said they were just things, they wouldn't be me & that I'd have to make her a video for her for everyday of her life to watch. Yes we talk about death & making a will in our family. Anyway, she doesn't know, but thats exactly what I've been doing. I haven't done on in a while because my video recorder broke, but now I have a digital camera that records sound too. But my files too big, not matter how much I tried to compress it, but I'm not good with that technical stuff unfortunately. 

But I want to add this song on the DVD aswell, it makes me happy so I know she'll love it too.

Thoughts of the Sporadical Mind

Everyone has a train of thought that makes no sense, right?

So far heres mine (without going out on all day)

A quick random 5 minute doodle (sorry about the poor quality, was taken on my phone)

Yes it is not amazing & yes its very child like.

I've placed 'Biffy Clyro- Whorses' song underneath for you to listen to..

I still need to see them live :/ hmm
Anyways I am wanting a dressing table in my room now.(This will probably be months from now.)But I would like somewhere to be able to sit down to do my make up & hair.I am currently doing my makeup on my bed (which gets everywhere) & sitting in the middle of my room on the floor to do my hair (not comfy).I will definitely need to free up some space to have a small one even fit in!I've been looking at old hollywood stars sitting at theirs, its just so glamorous.

Dita Von Teese

This featured in InStyle Magazine

Well I love her & I love her dressing table, massive mirror, built in lighting &even her stool looks glamorous too.

ANYWAY!

I wont put up too many pictures, you know what a dressing table is & i like these...

Left:www.tudorks.com Center:www.designsponge.com Right:designgallery.co.uk

I just got rid of a desk at the beginning of the year, I could of just used that lol oh well never minds.

Hurrr not bothered doing my Uni project at all & deadlines in 2 weeks now? I haven't even bothered to buy a sketchbook. FAIL.

I am currently working on a, lets call it, a 'life list' but I want to do a separate post all about that when I have finished it.

Awww I absolutely love hearing my Grandma & Grandad talk about when they were 'courting'♥

They are so sweet, they'll bicker but they love each other to pieces.

We're not friends anymore

I cant understand this at all.
I've been best friends with (lets just put) *** for years and now quite literally out of the blue *** is saying they dont want to see me.
I've been a good friend to them, got them into Uni, helped with UCAS & showed my statement to help them out. I even did their Student Finance application because they didn't know how to. When they went through something awful & wanted to come round I even left half way through a date just to be there for them. Even just two days ago *** was down about alot of things & I told them good things are finally going to happen for you. Your starting Uni in a couple of weeks, you had a fundraiser for you & that you've saved up to get something you can now afford. *** then changed this that they're holding me back, but I never got the rest of the text so asked to send it again, they never did. I've sent a message saying I just want to be friends if I get no reply then I will assume this means you no longer want to be friends & I will no longer talk to/bother you anymore. I thought that I was being a good friend all this time, so I dont know whats happening. Is there something they're not telling me? Its actually the no replys thats killing me the most, are we or aren't we? What should I do? I dont even have anyone I can talk to about this. I feel physically sick.

Shy Girl Around The Office

Another look thats posted on MY LOOKBOOK YAY!

I actually made this skirt today & I have made another one thats longer in length but without pockets to be on trend. I will post a picture of that skirt when I've put the zip in.

I probably should have spent the day doing my Uni project, but I just didn't want to.

I first did a rough pattern draft from basic size 12 pattern block. But since I'm not a size 12 I had to siverly adapt it to fit me, and I had cut it up to create these style lines on the front & back. The pocket details my favorite part of the skirt & ofcourse I made them to basically just fit my phone in them lol what can I say

Some tough times are ahead

Taken from MY LOOKBOOK

I was basically just doing cleaning, so it was ok to look like a slob.

By the way, I am wearing shorts underneath, it just really looks like I'm not :l

& that item hanging off my wardrobes is a coconut bag :') 

It's amazing, my auntie gave me it & I've worn it as a bikini top for a hawaii party!

I've Stolen My Sister's Shirt

Or well 'borrowed' it

This is on my LOOKBOOK it's a few days or maybe a week old now so apologies for that. 

I ended up feeling like I was on the set of the 'GREASE' film & I was going to wave my scarf so they could race.

I've kept this shirt now & claimed it mine! (Until my sister takes it back.)

I love being able to share clothes with my sister, just not when she seems to take an item without asking -_-

But we are the same size in clothes & shoes so that means more clothes & more shoes ofcourse! aha opps probably not the way round it should be. But we've actually just given up a lot of clothes to many charity stores in our area :) I tend to do this around once or maybe twice a year, some things I just cant throw away though.

I also love buying from charity shops, they have some amazing & crazy things in there. One in my town actually sells batches of clothes from topshop that might have a rip in or a little tear (un-noticable but topshop cant sell them) so they sell them at a good price.

I am a STUD!

I have always been completely in love with anything studded, covered in or just a few featured on any item.

I've been contemplating & threatening to apply studs everywhere & anywhere. Alas I have so far only applied studs onto my satchel...

But HOORAH! to google search, I can get different inspirations for what to do with the rest of my studs.

These are cute, girly & amazingly fierce!

What a great way to add colour too!

These are amazing!

Eva Pigford wore these to BET Awards, but aren't they amazingly punk & rock & roll!!

Wow I think I am in love!

Give me anything leather & I'm yours, but add studs to that & I'm going to go crazy.

This amazing dress is by IDOL

I'd quite like to also have studs on the shins of leather pants, although I can't seem to find a picture for this. So if anyone finds one, please send me x