Tuesday

We're not friends anymore

I cant understand this at all.
I've been best friends with (lets just put) *** for years and now quite literally out of the blue *** is saying they dont want to see me.
I've been a good friend to them, got them into Uni, helped with UCAS & showed my statement to help them out. I even did their Student Finance application because they didn't know how to. When they went through something awful & wanted to come round I even left half way through a date just to be there for them. Even just two days ago *** was down about alot of things & I told them good things are finally going to happen for you. Your starting Uni in a couple of weeks, you had a fundraiser for you & that you've saved up to get something you can now afford. *** then changed this that they're holding me back, but I never got the rest of the text so asked to send it again, they never did. I've sent a message saying I just want to be friends if I get no reply then I will assume this means you no longer want to be friends & I will no longer talk to/bother you anymore. I thought that I was being a good friend all this time, so I dont know whats happening. Is there something they're not telling me? Its actually the no replys thats killing me the most, are we or aren't we? What should I do? I dont even have anyone I can talk to about this. I feel physically sick.

Wednesday

Shy Girl Around The Office

Another look thats posted on MY LOOKBOOK YAY!
I actually made this skirt today & I have made another one thats longer in length but without pockets to be on trend. I will post a picture of that skirt when I've put the zip in.
I probably should have spent the day doing my Uni project, but I just didn't want to.
I first did a rough pattern draft from basic size 12 pattern block. But since I'm not a size 12 I had to siverly adapt it to fit me, and I had cut it up to create these style lines on the front & back. The pocket details my favorite part of the skirt & ofcourse I made them to basically just fit my phone in them lol what can I say